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Happiness

I have not posted in my blog in quite some time.Β  It has, in fact, been over a year ago… WOW how time flies by so quickly.Β  In that time, I finished my senior year at Missouri State University and graduated in May with my Bachelor of Science degree in Elementary Education, interviewed and got hired in my hometown school district to teach 5th grade alongside my own 5th grade teacher, and I am in the process of buying a house with the love of my life.

It amazes me how 4 years ago when I was graduating high school I wanted nothing more than to move to Springfield because everything I thought I wanted or needed was there.Β  Turns out, 4 years later, I want nothing more than to move into my new home with my soul mate and reconnect with the friends I so desperately love and need in my life where I left those 4 years ago. Who knew that finding the love of your life would lead to coming “home” to the place where I grew up and hope to raise our future children. I guess that is what happens when you settle down, become grounded, and entirely sure as to what you want out of your life. If I have learned anything through my 4 years of college it is that you must not rush things in life; everything will happen in its own time because, after all, it is not US who is controlling how things are going to play out.Β  It is up to US to LIVE the life that God has created for us.

All the signs have played out and pointed towards the happiness that I have currently found… I just had to let the pieces fall as they may and realize that God has a plan… a great plan… and one that will involve more for me than I will ever know or understand. I know my future will be bright, so today I need to drop the stress and the worry and just… LIVE.

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Alabama roadtrip!

On Sunday, Ryan and I left early at 8am to leave for Alabama to go visit our best friend Beth!

She sent us directions, she altered them a little from Map Quest so that it would take us around some of the bad parts of Memphis (I told Ryan that was a good thing because i decided not to be “packin” on this trip haha) so we had those printed off and Lee the Australian Garmin in hand and were on our way!

*These were the itty bitty directions we had to work with, so needless to say we delt more with Lee the Australian voice of my Garmin πŸ™‚

To otherwise equip ourselves for the ride, Ryan created over 9 hours of mix cds for us to work with! These cd’s were the BEST! They had Rihanna, Backstreet Boys, N*Sync, Glee, etc. It was Fantastic! πŸ™‚

8 hours later we arrived in Alabama to see our best friend! We were in the house and met her grandparents then were back in the car the take a very quick stroll around the area to show us around. We did very quick drive through tours because Zach was gonna be off work the next day to take us through most of the Downtown area. We got to see where Beth works, quick overview of the high parts of downtown, see the location where Beth and Zach’s wedding will be held, along with the reception area, etc.Β  Then we came back to the house to chill and just talk which was the best part πŸ™‚

The next morning Zach arrived early, Beth’s grandma made homemade biscuits and gravy, and we headed on our way for sightseeing!Β  It was too early for lunch, so instead we visited the Vulcan statue first!

Vulcan is pretty cool, he is a Bronze statue that was created over 100 years ago and overlooks the entire city of Birmingham, Alabama!Β  It was finally taken down and restored a few years ago to it’s original condition. We walked from the car (well I crutched lol) to the first layer that overlooked the city.

* This was the view from the first layer overlooking Homewood (an outer city of Birmingham) and Birmingham.

* This is Vulcan! Zach said that people say Vulcan is mooning Homewood because it looks like he is bare-butt lol.

* This is Zach and Beth reading a sign that shows the industrial buildings of Birmingham in the skyline.

After we did this, then we went up into Vulcan (through the elevator of course since I’m on crutches, and Beth went by stairs once and said she about died lol).

*As we were up at the top, this was the view of the parking lot.


* This is the city as we look from the top.

After we came back down from the statue, we went into the museum that was included within the park.

* This was just the very beginning of the museum tour.Β  It was a nice little museum that talked about the mining towns that gave each Alabama city their names, the history of Birmingham, the civil rights history, etc.

After our visit to Vulcan, we drove around Birmingham and got a glimpse of the lives that Beth and Zach will lead together as they enter a new phase in their lives…marriage πŸ™‚

That night when we returned we were fed dinner that Beth’s grandma had made… it was…wait for it…. HOMEMADE chicken and dumplins…that’s right people, be jealous, it was amazing!

Then Zach had to go to EMT class and while he was gone, Beth drove us to Sumiton to visit Zach’s mom and that was amazing in itself! Such a wonderful family with great personalities that made us feel right at home.

Then: Me, Ryan, Beth and Zach played monopoly for 3 hours where emotions were high, stakes were raised, people lost their properties, traded, and ended the night exhausted! πŸ™‚

Beth and I again talked ourselves to sleep and it was the perfect end to such a wonderful day.

The next day we got up early once again and left by 8 to begin our journey home.Β  It wasn’t as hard to leave as I thought it would be because I knew that I would see Beth soon once again in a little over a week, but it still left me with a wondering if we could have just stole her away and brought her with us πŸ™‚

Thanks Beth and your family for such a fantastic tour of what your life is like now. I know you are in wonderful hands, in a wonderful place, surrounded by wonderful people.Β  God has truly blessed your life and mine for you being in it!

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Something new!

So my friend Jon C. introduced me to a new website!

Stumbleupon.com

COOLEST website EVER!

 

It is for all us random bored people πŸ™‚Β  You sign up for it (can easily be done connected through facebook) and then you check off all the areas you are interested in (art, types of music, activities, jobs, history, etc.) and it pops up random items, websites, videos, etc that are connected to what you are interested in! It is truly awesome! Each thing you “stumble upon” gives you an option to like it or not and if you don’t like it then it won’t show any more items like it to you.

 

It is totally cool! While i was stumbling upon items today I found this awesome quote by Bob Marley that totally fits who I am and may explain me better to guys out there πŸ™‚

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect– you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break–her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

— Bob Marley… wise words

It basically tells one to live in the moment, accept people for who they are, never change somebody or ask them to be something they are not, accept people for who they are at that point in time in their lives.

 

Definitely gives one something to think about… and it also makes me realize I’m lovin this StumbleUpon website because it gives me opportunities to learn more about the things I enjoy, which this just happened to be under my interest in Quotes πŸ™‚

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The next step

My best friend has entrusted me in putting together her personal (lingerie) shower for her wedding πŸ™‚

This is an exciting event for me… I feel like I get to contribute in making this point in her life even more special and memorable.

Invitations are being printed. Venue is set. Addresses are being found. Smiles are being created.

Filling Beth in on every step and knowing how excited she is becoming just makes my day! She has been there through the hardest points in my life and through the highest most wonderful points, and this is just a small way I can repay her for that. 

It has been hard though, because the closer it gets to the wedding the closer it is to her building a life away from me.  I know it may sound selfish, but when you get used to spilling your guts to your best friend every day it gets hard when they aren’t around.  I know though, that she IS there and I’m proud to be able to be her Co-Maid of Honor and help make this special chapter in her life one that will last forever.

She constantly reminds me of how one can find their other half when they are least expecting it, whether it is at Jiffy Lube or in another state.  No matter where you are if you keep your eyes open, your guard down, and your sense of self intact, you never know when a new person will walk into your life and change it forever.

So thank you Bethy Lou, my best friend, my sister from God….Thank you for being there for me, through the bad times AND through the good times.  You’ll always be my best friend πŸ™‚ and I’ll never be able to express it well enough πŸ™‚

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So I have been out of the blog mood for a month or so! I know, I know! Shame on me! But it creates that mystery of “Oh! when is she going to write another post”, or not… but if not then just let me think the first one πŸ˜€

So this has been a crazy month! Classes have once again began and the Spring Semester is on its way… I am greeted by presentations, lectures, reports, and projects. Oh gee the joys of becoming a teacher!Β  I do enjoy all my professors this semester for once! You can tell they genuinely care about our well being and they want to whip us into the best teachers we can possibly be and I respect that πŸ™‚

InΒ  another area, my best friend Beth is getting married in June and I am the c0-mo (in awesome movie words).Β  Being the co-mo, it is my duty to put together a shower for my best friend. No not a water shower, a wedding shower! πŸ™‚ This has been interesting since she lives in another state and I have no idea when she will be visiting next (note to Beth: I need to know! lol) so I have no idea when to plan the shower for in the first place :/.Β  Me and the other bridesmaids have been working together look for suitable places for this wedding shower and think we have come across a couple goodies! More investigation will follow though πŸ™‚

Also, this Thursday marks the day that my cousins depart to Vegas for their anniversary and I am left with their 3 kids (Josh-14, Sydney-12, Jackson-11).Β  This outta be an interesting weekend! I am their full-time babysitter so it won’t be a big deal, but I’ve never had all 3 of them for this amount of time before! Lots of ping-pong, watching tv, going to baseball practices, horse barn, and who knows what else is in store for me! Also, mom and dad you will appreciate this, they happen to be great birth control LOL!

Well this is enough updating for the time being!

Love and Hugs!

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I get a little stronger…

Lately I’ve been really inspired by the song by Sara Evans “I get a little bit stronger.”

It has really struck a chord with me… I guess songs in general lately have really hit a weak chord in me…

To understand where I’m coming from, my Uncle Jackie passed away a year ago last September 13… The day after he passed away the song “Cryin for me” by Toby Keith started playing on the radio (Toby Keith has alot of the same characteristics as my uncle had) and this song spoke to my family and I… more than words could ever express. Then on this past September 13th the song “If I die young” by The Band Perry started playing on the radio.Β  I know he’s trying to reassure us (our family) that he is still with us and that he is still making sure we are ok like he always did.Β  These past few weeks these two songs have been playing simultaneously on the radio ALL THE TIME.Β  It’s often overwhelming and I’ve had moments where I just break down while driving in the car or anywhere I hear these songs.

Well now there’s another song.Β  “A little Bit Stronger” by Sara Evans and this one has struck every chord in my body.Β  It’s come at a time where I feel lost… for about a month now my emotions have sky rocketed up and down like a roller coaster and I’m in the process of trying to figure out why, and so far I have just come up with that it is not just one thing… it is many things.Β  But these “things” are not of the nature that I can just change them, they are just experiences in my life where I have to learn to use these moments and add them to the foundation upon which I stand.Β  These experiences add depth within life and they make you “stronger” if you let them.Β  I think lately I’ve just been letting these empty feelings overwhelm me and take control when really I need to take hold of them and learn from them, then move forward.Β  If I do this then I too, will continue to get stronger ever minute, every hour, every day of my life.

I guess all I’m trying to say is that I guess we all go through these rough patches.Β  Never doubt your abilities to climb over the obstacles in your way.

When you reach an obstacle just remember:

“I know my heart will never be the same
But I’m telling myself I’ll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger”

Thank you Sara Evans πŸ™‚

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Challenge 22

Favorite Vacation

My favorite vacation of all time was Orlando, FL my junior year of High School for DECA Nationals… The trip cost next to nothing, got to compete at the national level in marketing which is something I love, spend time with friends, and finally see the ocean for the first time in my life with my best friend, Beth.

This is Beth and I at the beach in Daytona, FL! One of my favorite pictures EVER! πŸ˜€

This was the resort that we got to stay in! While we were there, Earth, Wind and Fire also played a concert at the pool for a huge Enterprise Car Rental executives party.Β  This resort was awesome! I had to spend alot of time here so I’m glad it was as amazing as it was… On this trip I got really stressed, which when I get stressed I get sick, and therefore I became sick for the entire trip… I visited the Market that was in the bottom floor along with the Baskin Robbins which has these awesome smoothie things that made me feel better.Β  The only bad part of this resort was that nothing… and I mean NOTHING was within walking distance.Β  You had to take a shuttle somewhere or walk 5 miles, but due to this Beth and I found the most AMAZING pizza that got delivered to us πŸ˜€

These were what our rooms looked like, and if I remember correctly, Beth and I were in the bed nearest to the window.

This was my very first look at the ocean… It was one of the most amazing moments of my life.Β  I cannot wait to return to this place.Β  Along Daytona Beach they had a pier and that is where Beth and I got our henna tattoos and we went shopping in the little hole in the wall shops along the beach.

I think the reason I loved this vacation so much was that it was the last time in my life where I remember feeling safe, happy, at ease, and not having to worry about the car wreck that almost killed me a week after we arrived back home.Β  Granted, we recently settled my car wreck case, but after 3 years of worry its hard to forget, and in reality it is something I will never forget as much as I’d like to some days.

All of these experiences, grouped into one, have easily placed this vacation at the top of my list… Life changing, forever memorable, and all spent with my best friend. πŸ™‚

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